Well, we broke up. I'm so so hurt and lost..devastated, crying my eyes out..thinking why me? Everyone tells me I can do better, but can I? He controls or tries to control everything I do..can someone please tell me what the harm is in going to the bar in the afternoon to have a couple drinks? I don't sit in the bar everyday..or every other day..or even once a week..its less seldom than that. Well..I was having a couple drinks yesterday and he came to the bar and started a feud! Just went hysterical! For no damn reason!! And I wasn't even doing anything wrong..he threatened to take Ahlora from me and said we were done. That I need to stop drinking all together..like..really..I rarely ever drink anymore. Not to mention..why is it so ok for me to drink at his truck pulls..and his bike nights? He buys them...he wants me to drink then..but I guess I'm only aloud to when he says..sorry..Didn't know there were rules with that. But I guess there is. What do I do? Here I am again..with no where to go..another broken heart. How will I ever get through this again? Yet again, a divided family..which I never wanted for my kids. He's blaming it all on me..says I shouldn't have went to the bar knowing he would be mad about it. Actually, I did not see that coming! I think there are other reasons. Like this number I found in his phone. Still need to check into that girl. Should I even waste my time now? Why did he have the right to blow up on me like that? Really? I wasn't hurting him in any way..nor did I drive there..I dont plan on ever drinking and driving again!!!! I was being responsible and everything..like I said..guess I was only aloud to drink when he said so.