Well Christmas time is closing in..and I have ZERO shopping done!! Yeah..I know..should've started on that a while ago..lol. For some reason..I'm always last at getting things done when it comes to getting gifts. Then I get the shitty end of the collection left. I think its cuz I wanna pay as many bills as I can..then use what I have left. Besides..what's Christmas without electricity?
Things are so hectic around the house. Dane is barely ever home, and when he is..he is so exhausted from doing everything else..that he falls asleep on our only time that we do have. I hate saying anything to him cuz I know he is tired..but I wish that he would balance out his time a little better. I asked him before taking this coaching job if it was going to be overwhelming..and he insisted that he would be fine. Well..sorry to say it..but I see it already taking a toll. I hate that he doesn't spend much time with his daughter. That just crawls under my skin. I never had a father..so I guess it may get to me a little more than others because I don't want her to have to experience that.
Good thing is that this coaching is what is paying for our Christmas this year. We have been doing nothing but struggle these past two months. I cant find a job for the life of me!! Thought the health feild was a smart choice..well..pfft!!! I hate that he is doing things on his own. Not to mention he reminds me of it day to day. So that doens't ease up the tension any. I just cant wait til I get my new job and then things will start looking up again..I hope.
I am excited about Christmas tho..the girls are finally getting a WII. Took forever for them to ask for one..lol. They are more into barbies and that sorta stuff still. I love all these excersise games that they have out now..think I'm going to try some of them. My goal is to be in a size 2 by Summer time. I'm in a 7 now. Got a long way to go...Back to Christmas...
The tree is up..I'm not too fancy and extravagent on mine. Its all white lights..with red bows..and the girls 2009 ornaments. It's actually very simple..but pretty!
Don't got any lights up outside yet...Been buggin Dane to do that..but well..as you know..doesn't have the time.
Anywho..I'm going to go for now..fingers are hurting..been doing tons of resume builders all day..trying to make things perfect to get a job..
Things are so hectic around the house. Dane is barely ever home, and when he is..he is so exhausted from doing everything else..that he falls asleep on our only time that we do have. I hate saying anything to him cuz I know he is tired..but I wish that he would balance out his time a little better. I asked him before taking this coaching job if it was going to be overwhelming..and he insisted that he would be fine. Well..sorry to say it..but I see it already taking a toll. I hate that he doesn't spend much time with his daughter. That just crawls under my skin. I never had a father..so I guess it may get to me a little more than others because I don't want her to have to experience that.
Good thing is that this coaching is what is paying for our Christmas this year. We have been doing nothing but struggle these past two months. I cant find a job for the life of me!! Thought the health feild was a smart choice..well..pfft!!! I hate that he is doing things on his own. Not to mention he reminds me of it day to day. So that doens't ease up the tension any. I just cant wait til I get my new job and then things will start looking up again..I hope.
I am excited about Christmas tho..the girls are finally getting a WII. Took forever for them to ask for one..lol. They are more into barbies and that sorta stuff still. I love all these excersise games that they have out now..think I'm going to try some of them. My goal is to be in a size 2 by Summer time. I'm in a 7 now. Got a long way to go...Back to Christmas...
The tree is up..I'm not too fancy and extravagent on mine. Its all white lights..with red bows..and the girls 2009 ornaments. It's actually very simple..but pretty!
Don't got any lights up outside yet...Been buggin Dane to do that..but well..as you know..doesn't have the time.
Anywho..I'm going to go for now..fingers are hurting..been doing tons of resume builders all day..trying to make things perfect to get a job..
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